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1월 13일 found him!!!!SOME OF THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE FOR FREE... Find a guy: Who calls you beautiful instead of hot... and guess what? i found him na! i love you so much my babe... i am definitely lucky to have you... 1월 6일 the year that was...
The Year that was...
Was 2005 good for you? What was your favorite moment of the year? What was your worst moment of the year? What wERE your favorite TV shows? Where were you when 2005 began? Who were you with? Where will you be when 2005 ends? Who will you be with when 2005 ends? Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005? Do you have a new years resolution for 2006? Did you fall in love in 2005? If yes, with who? Do you regret it? Did you breakup with anyone in 2005? Did you make any new friends in 2005? Who are your favorite new friends? What was your favorite month of 2005? Why this month? How many different places did you travel to in 2005? Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? Did you miss anybody in the past year? What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005? What was your favorite song from 2005? What was your favorite record from 2005? How many concerts did you see in 2005? Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005? Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005? What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005? Did you treat somebody badly in 2005? Did somebody treat you badly in 2005? How much money did you spend in 2005? What was your proudest moment of 2005? If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be? What do you miss doing? What are the things you've learned in year 2005? 1월 1일 my testi'sairish, Friday, December 30, 2005: favorite nya oweynj, pwamis. yun ang color ng bag nya, headset nya, cellphone nya, undies nya (ba't ko alam, di ko naman nakikita? feel ko lang). basta yun ang favorite nya!! smile smile, pongkie! LYMUEL, Friday, December 30, 2005: "O.C." at "VAIN" yan si ponkie!!!!...first time ko sya ma meet sa Floor(xsition pa sya nun!) nagpupunas ng Alcohol sa Keyboard, Monitor, desk, mouse, ETC....at may dala pang sariling Headset(may antenna pa!)...tsk,tsk,tsk!!! Then when were doing our coaching session, ni-edit nya ung Template ng Coaching Logs namin! HMP!!! wrong grammar daw!hahahahahaha!!!! 1st impression ko sa kanya "MATARAY", kasi ang Samang makatingin(parang titser), sabi ko nga mapapasubo ata ako dito ah!.... pero when she starts talking dun mo makikilala ang totoong PONKIE!!! very thoughtful, MABAIT PALA, very expressive, di nauubusan ng kwento. Coaching session namin naging Life story session.... hehehe, i really appreciate everything you shared to me. good thing your always around. Thanks for everything DUDETTE! Keep it up!!! hope to make chikka ulit with u!!! BoRz, Sunday, December 11, 2005: pOngKie ~ hmm...what can i say... yep she's definitely the "Lady in Orange" gaL at the floor. cant live a day without a touch of orange on her apparel or accessories. Aside from being a Heart Evangelista and Zhang Zhiyi look-alike... this pretty gurL is so fun to be with, she's so witty and nice pa.. kaya Ahem! a Lot crushes her. And of kors tohng friend ko sobrang blooming everyday...well.. wat is... sobrang in love! hehehe Fwend, i wish you all the best sa love life.. Next year invite mo kaming lahat ha? kahit boy bawang and cotton candy lang ung reception..oks lang un sa amin. c",) Take care and kita-kitz sa floor. jocelyn, Thursday, October 20, 2005: gurl!!! when are we going to eat breakfast again sa pancake house??? ha??? gosh, i recently visited convergys commonwealth, i tried applying, tapos sabi sakin nung interviewer, which one do i prefer daw... CSR or TSR... tapos i didn't know what to say!!! sabi ko... i don't kn.. i don't... i don't think i'll be happy with either... hehe, they'll call me daw pag may opening na ng qa... hehe kidding aside... i hope we get to travel again soon. tapos sama mo si marlon... para hindi ka malungkot at magpa change ng booked flight!! bwehehe =) miss you na friend. -honey-baby-, Wednesday, October 05, 2005: ive known chelle for 4years already, but we were not friends before, instead, worse enemies. heheh.. kiddin' aside (for real!). but now, we're good friends and she's even closer to me kesa sa friends ko na matagal na tlga. maybe its bcoz chelle and I have lots of similarities(and maybe that's d same reason why we became worse enemies too) pareho din kme mababaw. simple things could make her happy. nakakatuwa nga ung one time kme magkachat, i told her na i like "goto" than "arrozcaldo", and she said, "finally, nagkaiba din tyo". coz even our old time favorite movie is d same. sayang nga coz paalis na me nung naging friendz kme pero ok lang coz atleast nka-hang out pa kme b4 i left. and we promise na vacation kme kung saan saan pag-vacation ko PI, especially Baguio coz sha tour guide ko dun. hehhe.. anyways, chelle is a very nice friend and very thoughtful pa. i'm so glad nga that she've found d man of her dreams. i know she deserve to be happy coz she really Heidi, Saturday, September 17, 2005: pongkie as we all call her is a very 'special' girl..hehe.what can i say?she's beautiful, intelligent, witty..definitely this girl will go places.people may have certain impression sa kanya kasi she's very frank.(aminin mo!hehe) fave phrase ata nito..'ano ba yan?!pangmahirap!' hehe.nakakatuwa kasi sobrang parehong pareho kami ng ugali ng babaeng to.mukhang mahinhin lang pero wag ka!mas makulit pa sa bading!hehe.sa 2 buwan na magkakilala kami alam na ata namin pareho ang 'dear ate charo' ng bawat isa..pagnagtsismisan kami nito aba kawawa yung tao..sa panlalait pa lang naming dalawa..patay na!hehe.im glad that we met gurl..thanks for being a friend..i'll always be here 4 u..=) labyu frend..=) '-Marlon Deo-', Saturday, August 27, 2005: Babe I love you. Marlon Deo Paula, Sunday, August 21, 2005: rachelle (am i still allowed to mention your high school nickname?) hehe, high school was definitely a fun time for all of us. i especially enjoyed our cooking classes and elective together. you're really the most fabulous marketer there ever is. you've shown me that cash n' carry is the best grocery there is. :) and of course all our escapades during high school and your fascination with math, i won't elaborate further, alam mo na yun. hehe. remember the time na nagkita tayo sa may city hall, that was fun but that was also such a long time ago. you've made high school such a fun and interesting time and i know that i haven't seen you for the longest time but i can see that you're happy so i'm definitely happy for you as well. take care always and stay happy. miss you. '-Marlon Deo-', Friday, July 01, 2005: i love you beybi =) oliver, Wednesday, June 29, 2005: Miss pongkanini.....although i barely know her you could really sense her aura na she is a kind of woman who is capable of making a lot of people happy..perhaps like an angel here on earth na thru her smiles you could - vong -, Monday, June 27, 2005: Thanks Heart, oops..sorry Rachelle nga pala. May friend na ko artista. hehe. Ganda2x mo. Hope to know u more. tc HANEY, Friday, June 03, 2005: rachelle is one of my best buds in st.paul school makati... valerie anne, hanelyn grace, clarisse ayson & hazel Syrel, Sunday, February 20, 2005: Most people think that we're sisters, we're both pleasant looking (sus nahiya pa), I mean pretty... almost the same tone of voice, same views and beliefs in life, same thinking, same kulit, but not when it comes to favorite color and choosing the right guy... aaaaaawwwwww! (love you gurl!)She's definitely a 100% certified bratinella!!! She's frequently kind and then she's suddenly cruel, she can do as she pleases she's nobody's fool, but she cant be convicted she's earned her degree.. So don't mess up with her! Or else.... GOOD LUCK! Other than that, I see Rachelle as a person who knows her priorities. She knows what she want and will get it no matter what! She's an achiever, a person who think the world should be perfect and is trying to make everything perfect whatever it takes. She loves to bring good news to her friends and is always transparent on what she feels... She's one of the few people I can call true friend!:),, Bong, Sunday, February 13, 2005: Manlait! The very first word Rachelle stipulated in her hobbies and interest. Well, that is one thing I may have to see and experience yet for I have never witnessed this girl do such a thing. Though her job requires her to kibitz on peoples work, she does this with a purpose and that is to make sure these people excel in their responsibilities. And during these few weeks that I have worked with her, I did learned a lot and Trina, Thursday, November 18, 2004: rachelle!=)although we don't get to spend time together as much as we did when we were young(with mai=)),i know rach will always be a great friend and daughter.Sobrang talino nito,mathematician,thats why i'm sure her parents are very proud of her..ang bait pa.=) i was touched last time nung umiyak siya coz of my good news.awww...Rachelle is a very sincere and true person indeed.i know she'll go a long,long way...galing mo grabe!=) thanks for all the memories we've shared..escapades with mai..hehe..for Jackie Lou, Wednesday, September 29, 2004: C rachelle...ang look alike ni Heart Evangelista...=> syempre nag-iisang sis ko yan sa RK. Grabe, miz na miz ko na tong babaeng to lalo na yung kwentuhan namin sa honey bril nya. Nakakatuwa naman kc hanggang ngaun mahal na mahal pa rin nila ang isat isa...=> Naalala ko pa nung una ko siyang nakita, kaklase ko Abby, Tuesday, June 29, 2004: c chelle ang 1 pang npakaingay sa brkda nmin.. she's very friendly na pra bang kakakilala nya plang syo, e feeling nya close na kyo.. kya nga mrami naiinis d2 e, namimis interpret kc sya.. gnun dn kc dti brkda nmin sa knya e.. inis kmi sa knya nng una kc mukang feeling nga.. my pgka-pakeelamera pa!=) tska ang arte nya.. kesyo ndi kmakain sa gn2ng lugar, kc gn2, kc gnyan.. pro gnun lng tlga sya.. tingnan nyo nlang ngyn, npka down 2 earth na nyan(khit na maarte pa dn.. hehe).. pro once u get to know her better, d mo na pakawalan tong taong to kc makikilala nyo kng cno yng 2nay na chelle.. she's always der for u whenever and wherever u nid her.. hnda ka nyan ipagtanggol in any way.. khit na mang away pa yan 4 u.. dyan nga yta tlga expert to e.. MANG-AWAY! joke.. at tama sya sa cnbi nya sa testi nya sakin na we've shared d same stupidity.. as kRiNg, Saturday, June 12, 2004: Rachelle??? Sino yun? Just kiddin’ kase naman iba ka na ata ngayon…masyado ka ng sosi ha?! Di na ba pwede gamitin ang p@n*y? hehe well, this chic is one of the greatest people who is soo good in math…I mean really* good! Still cant forget how you’ve supplied the whole class with different types of paper…form prescription pads of doctors to tissue paper! She’s very generous to everyone, willing to help you out when CarlO DenIs, Saturday, May 15, 2004: this is my second testi kase na-meet ko na siya. from mommy rui's stories, ok tong mom ko na to. na-prove ko rin naman yun nung nakita ko na siya. madaldal din pala.. hehe. if i have bro n, mommy rui has her. sana madalas ko ring nakakasama to kaya naman magpaparefer kami ni mabu (hehe). lukin forward to see you again... lhab yu po!!! ViNa, Friday, April 30, 2004: rachelle...the girl who hid my cellphone during tarining....a person who appreciates the best things in life....has an iloveyoubril email address...obsessed with the idea of true love that she and her honey shares Very few are as gutsy as Rachel. This lady is not afraid to speak her mind about things which she believes in, tolitz, Sunday, January 25, 2004: Blockmate ko to....since the time na nameet ko to bak in freshmen days, bow ako d2..one of the prettiest girl sa section yan. Lakas ng dating kya madami may crush jan. yaw lang umamin...She is the type of person na mdaling pakisamahan dahil down to earth yan. May topak din pero part lang un ng pagiging real nya. What u see is what u get sbi nga nla..Sobrang hyper pa..pagdating sa pag-aaral, seryoso yan. Masarap din kausap yan dhil mkwento at di nauubusan. When it comes to love cya ung tao na seseryosohin mo. Goodluck sa career na papasukin mo and ingatz lang. Mizzyah! CarlO DenIs, Sunday, January 25, 2004: hi mommy rachelle. axwli, di ko pa siya nami-meet personally pero i could say one thing about her... she's so rui, Monday, January 05, 2004: haay... what can i say bout dis gurl? ah yah! she's my sis and my bestfriend... sobrang taray when needed, pero not at all times... sobrang chikadora, kaya pag nag-uusap kmi nyan, kulang 1 hour... :) sbi nila, parang kambal daw kmi kc we are both slim, we dress somewhat alike, makulit kmi pareho, pareho s mga gustong things and most of all, pareho daw kmi mataray!!! :) she's always there to lend a helping hand and shoulder to cry on... galing mgbgay ng advice when it comes to love, kaya nga lng, minsan, she asks me 4 advice also! mis ko n yang sis ko... di kc nagppkita eh... luv u sis!!! dami ntin pagchi2kahan... always take cre!!! mwah!!!! 11월 11일 ...i am going to spend new year's eve here at the office. what kind of loser life is that? i don't care if it's double or triple pay. i don't wanna spend new year's away from my family. i mean the reason why i didn't stay in singapore is that i don't wanna be away from my family. i think my sister is right. maybe it's time to look for a normal job. i mean yes, call centers pay good, but i miss my family, i miss my babe, and i miss sleeping at night
 not that i regret working in one because i learned so many things and bought so many stuff, but now, i realized that i want a normal job and that my priorities include babe and my family. i mean, what if i get married? how will i spend time with my own family? no way i'm gonna miss my family's precious moments... maybe it's time. it's time to re-think things over and think if i'm gonna be doing this forever. yes, i am so lazy. but i can be masipag naman when it's for my family... it's time... 10월 31일 thoughts...so many things on my mind... i believe i have to write and express these thougts, or else, i'll go crazy. pardon me if i won't be able to write coherent/gramatically correct sentences. i'll just share what's on my mind...
i remember when i was in singapore when one of my friends, goody, told me na may tendency akong mabaliw. gosh, it made me think. is my being idealistic bad? i am not a gimikera. i don't smoke, i don't drink. that's why my cousins call me manang. they were shocked when i told them that i wanna get married already. they said i was too young. i mean ever since i was a child, i only have one goal: to live a happy family life always. that includes choosing the right one, no sex before marriage, marrying my first boyfriend, have one kid, stuff like that. i know that my destiny is to be a housewife. i want to raise my own family. it's true that i may be missing a lot because i've never been to a bar, never had multiple relationships, stuff like that. but it's my choice. it's my choice to just stay at home instead of going to a christmas party with people i barely know or going to a noisy bar with lots of people. i enjoy spending the nights with my sisters, watching movies, singing songs with magic sing, baking, laughing while making lait other people, playing taboo, eating or just playing with my nephews.
in spite of my being idealistic, i am a self-confessed bad girl. masama ugali ko, card-carrying and proud of it. i don't know why i am masungit and madali uminit ang ulo, maybe because i've always gotten what i want. i can say that i am my parents favorite (self-proclaimed). maybe that's the reason why i'm a brat. mataas pride ko, but i know how to say sorry and admit my faults. i only say sorry once unless you're someone special, someone worth saying sorry to. my cousin told me that i have a very strong personality, maybe that's why i've blown boys off. i make them feel like i don't need them, when in fact, i do. i may seem tough and strong, but in reality, i am a crybaby. i am weak and i need someone who would comfort me and treat me like a baby. i maybe the masunget, bully, sassy girl, but i make bawi by being the thoughful, sweet girl that i am, be it with my parents or boyfriend.
i don't have too many friends. i'd rather have a few true friends for keeps than have so many backstabber friends. i don't really care if people don't like me. as long as i have true friends, that's what matters. i also don't care what other people say, as long as i know i'm not hurting others, i'm cool with that.
one of my mottos is: kung lahat nadadaan sa sorry, aanuhin pa ang rules. another motto is: iayon mo ang ugali mo sa ichura mo. meaning if you are panget, wag ka magmganda. i hate people who are feeling maganda pero muka namang paa. oo na, bad na ako. shut up na nga ako.
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hay naku. umiiral na naman kasamaan ng ugali ko...
don't you just hate it when you hear people who mispronounce so many english words constantly orthose who have so many grammatically incorrect sentences. gggrrr. it is so annoying, especially when they are working in a call center. makes you wonder how they passed LTI (hehehe). i mean, it's ok if you slip sometimes, but when it's constant, my gosh. time to go back to cct! sometimes, it takes all of my strength to resist the urge to correct them. it's hard to shut up and just listen to very annoying words/sentences (while speaking to their caller ha). haaay naku shut up n nga ako.
another annoying thing is having backstabber friends. one of my friends is getting married. she wanted me to be the commentator on her wedding mass. aba, aba, aba! ung ibang people na akala ko friends ko, eh nagrereklamo. sana daw iba nlng. well, like what i always say: walang gamot sa inggit. bakit naman ako magpapaapekto, ung isa duleng (well, not really duleng, basta ndi gumagalaw ung isang eye nya), ung isa, gusto ko ipa-asphalt or ipamasilya ung face. super magmaganda tong dalawang ito. kala mo perfect. like what i always tell my friends, i don't lait people who are mabait. i don't care if my kapansanan ka man or wala, as long as you are nice. ung iba kasi, panget na nga, dami na nga kakulangan, aba! nagfi-feeling pa. anyway, mamatay sila sa inggit. hehehe.
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hay naku. ever since i found out that my tl will be handling a new team, na-sad ako. i mean, in sykes, my very first tl (na super galing) got promoted so naging bago na ung tl ko (who was soooo lazy). then, when i because a qa specialist, my tl resigned (because his co-qa's backstabbed him). my next tl, was soooo sucky. now, i am in convergys. i have good friends, good teammates and the best tl. but as i was getting comfortable with my teammates, most of them got promoted already and my tl is about to leave us. i feel sad. because i really like my team. i am afraid that the next team that i am gonna be in might not be as good. i am happy with my job but i'm afraid that transferring to a new team will ruin my momentum and make me lose my love for my job. my teammates have moved on. my tl is ready to move on. i am still here, unable to move on and accept the fact that things change, people change. maybe this is just one of the battles that i need to fight. or maybe one of the situations when i just need to go with the flow to avoid disappointment. i keep on forgetting that the only thing constant in this world is change... 10월 5일 mahiraphay naku... super mahirap
 n kmi ni babe... last, last week, 55k+ ang nagastos namin, just with our celphones  ...20 sept 05
hay naku, ever since i saw this flyer that the sony ericsson lady was giving out (they were in the office pantry), i fell in love with w800i. not that i'm into non-nokia phones, maybe because it was orange. then, after i found out what it's features are, i said, i'm gonna get this no matter what... nag-away kami ni babe before ako pumasok. i made him cry
 i am such a bad girlfriend  basta, ang babaw lng. ang simple simple lng nung issue. mali yata ung gising ko. ang sungit ko tlga nun, lalong lumala cause i asked him what he wanted to eat: bread with peanut butter and butter ba or sinigang. tpos sabi nya ako bahala. ayun na. uminit na ulo. hanggang sa i made him cry... tpos,s hempre mega sorry me, kasi i know it's my fault... bad tlga ako... tpos, ayun, pumasok na me. tpos many people are talking about w800i. my obssession with that phone is growing. haaayyy...
21 sept 05
after my shift, nagkayayaan kami na magbreakfast. then i decided to make it up to my babe... so i bought a pancake meal at mcdo and went to my babe's ofc. nagulat sha... yihee... sinurprise ko sha and na-happy sha
 tpos, nag meet kmi ni babe sa glorieta paggising ko. titingin kmi kung may w800i na. kasi i can use naman my 11k reward from globe, so i can buy it for like 27.5k lang... unfortunately, walang stock sa globe hub and sa platinum. sad... gusto ko na ng phone eh... tpos napadaan kmi sa sony ericsson shop, nag ask kmi, it is available but it's 30.5k. ang mahal... asar. haaayyy. tpos, sabi ko kay babe, kain nlng kami, kasi na-tired me. so kumain kmi sa jollibee. tpos may nkita ako n girl na may w800i. nakisilip ako sa phone nya... shet! i can't wait. so i made kulet my babe. sabi ko bilin na namin ung sa se shop now na...shmepre nagpacute ako (hehehe)... pumayag ang babe ko! yehey. so, punta kami dun sa shop. (lapit na mgsara mall, tpos may pasok pa me) tpos, tanong tanong sa features... tpos nilabas na nung gurl un phone... shet... this is it!
tpos, browse, browse. bayad. tagal ng bayaran kasi shempre credit card, double check tlga sila. major verification. ayun. after some time, tpos an din sa wakas. giving us enough time to go to my office. shempre, mega thank you kay babe. pagdating ko sa office, i found out that my tl has the same phone and that he actually bought his from the same store. haha. funny tlga. ayun.. tuwang tuwa me...
22 sept 05
last night, my babe can't decide which phone to get. either he will buy my n7610 or buy something else like se k750i... pero i told him to decide which one he likes better. kasi we can buy a brand new 7610 then just sell my old one or use my old phone or just buy a new phone. after thinking about it, he decided that he liked the k750i better.
so, i told him to meet me at globe hub and we'll buy his new phone na. unfortunately, it was out-of-stock. we tried the platinum but there was no stock as well. so, what we did was to apply for a line (it's a good thing he brought the requirements with him). then, we ate at dunkin donuts tpos pasok na me sa office...
24 sept 05
he received a call from a globe rep saying that his application was approved and that he can claim it that day. our cash out was just something like 8k, cause we were gonna swiped the rest. so, he made me sundo sa hse then we went to globe plaitnum. when we were about to make the payments, there was an issue with the citiback credit card and the transaction was rejected. we had a little tampuhan pa kasi he did not check it earlier (which i told him to). we found out that it was caused by the balance transfer thingie... kaya ayun, disappointed ang babe ko
 kasi the phone was there na. asar tlga. so we just attended mass at greenbelt afterwhich we ate at jobi. after nun, uwi na kmi sa hse ang tried to figure out how to fix the problem.25 sept 05
we borrowed money from his mom so that we can pay citibank on monday and swipe it to buy the phone (because kathy, who bought my phone, will pay me on the 30th pa)... yehey! mabibili na namin phone ni babe! since we need to make tipid, i thought that i will never be able to buy the vintage mickey jacket from kamiseta... kasi naman it is so expensive. it is more expensive than my f&h trench. pero, my nice sister bought me one today. kaya yehey!
 tama na gastos... last na to...26 sept 05
hay naku we had a major away this day because of my kasungitan and his pride. long story un, basta it was about him not listening to me... he paid citibank already kaya we can buy his phone tom...
27 sept 05
nagreflect na ung binayad nya yesterday, so we can definitely buy his phone. but i was super not feeling so well.
 but he was still able to buy his phone and just stayed at my place kasi nga i was sick... ayun, happy na ang babe ko, pareho an kming bago ang cell, pero mahirap na kmi pareho... kaya we promised that this was the last time that we'll spend this much. we need to save money for our wedding, we still have a long way to go...dami namin gastos, sobra, kaya promise titipid na kmi. once a month nlng kmi kakain sa pancake hse at sa shakeys. sa jobi nlng or kfc or mcdo pag normal days. or sa hse nlng... pero kahit mahirap na kmi, happy naman kami. and that's what's important
 9월 17일 pagkakaibapagkakaiba...
  ito madalas ang sanhi ng gulo, di pagkakaunawaan, away at tuluyang pagkasira ng madaming relasyon. pwedeng sa pamilya, sa mga magkakaibigan, sa mga kasamahan sa trabaho, lalo na sa magkakasintahan...  oo nga... napakasarap ma-in love
 ang bawat araw ay puno ng ngiti, ang tamis ng bawat sandali at ninanais mo na sana wag na matapos ang bawat minutong magkasama kayo. ung bang tipong kumpleto na ang buong buhay mo. lahat sa kanya perfect. wala kang makitang mali. shempre mahal mo eh. para sayo, sha ang ideal person mo.pero shempre... ndi araw-araw pasko. habang tumatagal ang pagsasama nyo, mapapansin mo na ang taong minahal mo ay ndi pala ung inaakala mong sha. may mkikita ka na na flaws nya. mapapansin mo na magkaiba ang views nyo sa mga bagay bagay. minsan ang ugali mong magaspang ay lumalabas na. sabi nga sa movie na "now that i have you", ndi dahil in love kayo ibig sabihin eh araw-araw masaya. dahil sooner or later, makikita nyo differences nyo. at dito nagsisimula ang conflicts. minsan maliit na bagay pag-aawayan nyo. minsan maliit na bagay lumalaki. minsan mag iisip ka. bakit nga ba sha ang pinili ko? bakit sha ang minahal ko? nagkamali ba ako sa pagpili sa kanya?
bakit nga ba? bakit sha ang pinili mo? sa dinami dami ng mga nagkalat jan, bakit sha eh nakakaasar sha, maingay, bungangera, matigas ang katawan, sassy, high maintenance, babaero, nambabara, masungit, minsan sobrang nakakapikon... bakit nga ba? mag iisip ka ngayon. tpos, maiisip mo na napaka-sweet nya kasi, napakathoughtful nya, nag-e-effort sha, ang bango nya, napaka-broadminded nya, ang gwapo nya, faithful sha, loyal, masarap sha kasama, sinusuyo ka nya, maalaga sha, pinapa-smile ka nya, pinapatawa ka nya, pinapasaya ka nya, mahal ka nya, he makes your heart beat faster and slower at the same time, naiisip mo pa lng sha, natutuwa ka na, at higit sa lahat, sa sobrang pagmamahal mo sa kanya, alam mo na ndi mo kayang mabuhay ng wala sha. mare-realize mo na sa kabila ng lahat ng kakulangan nya, matapos mo ilista lahat ng mga ito, mahal na mahal mo pa din sha. na-realize mo sa tanggap mo sha kung ano pa sha at kayang punan ng pagmamahal mo kung ano man ang pagkukulang nya. mare-realize mo din na kahi minsan you are just too busy looking for his faults, at ndi mo na napapansin how great he is. how sweet. how thoughtful. and how much you love him, na tipong isipin mo pa lng na mawawala sha, nasisira na ulo mo.
so, ano na gagawin mo? ayun, kakainin mo ang pride mo at magsosorry ka sa kanya. ndi mo naman sha matitiis eh. alam mo kasi na walang makakahigit sa love mo sa kanya. aanuhin mo ang pride kung wla naman ung mahal mo.
ndi normal ang relationship kung ndi kayo mag aaway. ndi healthy un. sometimes, you need to fight to realize these things. para ndi mo ite-take for granted ang partner mo, para maslalo myo marealize ang worth ng isa't isa...
differences... these hurt most of us, but at the same time, these make relationships strong... babe's birthday.. babe's birthday bash lasted for a few days...13 august 05, saturday
my shift ended at 6am. i went straight home because his party is later that night...
when i reached home, imy family was eating breakfast. i went up to change and my dad said: boyfriend mo na ba c deo? sabi ko: secret! then he said: kala ko ba nanliligaw pa lng, boyfriend mo na pala. sabi ko: eh ganun eh, waa naman sa tagl un eh... gusto nyo matagal nga iiwan naman din ako... then tawa lng sila. at least legal na kmi.
excited na ko i-kwento kay babe...i woke up mga 6pm, i told rui & myk that i'll meet them around 7pm, pero male-late me for sure...
na-meet ko na cla around 7:30pm. then we took the mrt and a jeep to go to babe's hse. then when we arrived, we called him up and told him to pick us up at the corner shemps, nahihiya kmi eh
since, i'm super hungry na, we ate right away. then a few minutes later, his cousins arrived. then we made asar my babe, hehehe. then we sang songs since there's this magic-sing like thing (with so many songs to choose from!!!) babe sang 1 song, halaga, his masterpiece. hehehe.tpos, biglang sumama pakiramdam ni myk and we don't know why. so we made him rest nlng and did cold compress.
we had lambingan moments din pero sandali lng kasi he had guests to attend to. then while we were making kwento, he fell asleep ba naman. hmp
 pero cguro na-tired sha kasi he was snoring eh. i recorded his snore for him to listen to... hehehe. i woke him up around 5am for us to go home na. and while waiting for myk and rui to finish washing up, i browsed his pc... and ayun, nag away na kmi... sad...
 we went home without us making bati...when i arrived home, i slept without texting him...
when i woked up, we talked to each other and we're ok na (pero mahaba-habang usapan un...)15 august 2005, monday
may pasok ako kaya i only sent him an mms and tulog na kasi sha eh...
he filed this as vl so that he can come to our house and be together on his birthday. he arrived mga 12:30nn. we brought iggy (my nephew) with us and we opened an account with bpi... yihee! this is it... it's a start for us...
then we went to mcdo and ate. after that, we went to kfc to buy food for my parents.
pagdating sa hse, we just made kwento and went online to update our friendsters. then he signed in to his email account, where i read an email... ayun, we fought again
sorry sha ng sorry, but i was matigas...we were supposed to hear mass, but since we were not in good terms, we were not able to... bad kasi ako. sabi ko: derecho nako pasok, ayoko na magsimba. pagsakay ko ng bus, ndi sha sumunod. i keept on calling him, but he kept on rejecting my calls. i was crying in the bus already. then, he said pasok na daw ako. tpos mega text pa din me, asking him to come over to where i was. super cry ako ng cry. tpos, kahit na bad ako, he still came over. tpos super sorry ako sa kanya. then naging ok na kmi, unfortunately, we didn't have enough time to hear mass...
17 august 2005, wednesday
this was my second rest day. so i need to do all that i have to do... i went to shopwise to buy my baon, then i had my hair cut at david's. after that, i went to goldilocks to buy a chocolate cake
 (our favorite!) and even asked manong to put a dedication and a candle on it. i had to make bawi because my babe's first birthday with me was not as special... then i went to shakey's greenbelt. i told babe to just meet me there...pagdating nya, nagulat sha kasi may cake and all. hehehe. and the crew even greeted him happy birthday. super na-happy c babe, kasi surprised sha. it was a long time ago when he last blew a birthday candle...
i'm glad that even in my own little way, i made my babe's birthday happy and unforgettable... i love you so much babe...  9월 11일 our baguio escapade our baguio trip  30 july - 01 august 2005 this trip was planned weeks before but was finally set last 26th of july when i asked permission from my mom and she said yes and when we had enough money for the trip
 yipee! our first out-of-town trip... that week went by with a blur. counting the days til our trip. what we did all week was to get up,
 go to work,  go home and sleep...  friday is a deopongkie day
... so we just spent a few hours together (quality time), enough time to meet ate alee (his cousin to borrow her digicam  ), eat at kfc, buy meds from 7-11, buy donuts for his mom and he dropped me off at work. counting the hours...  he actually slept late because he was not yet done packing. he told me to wake him up around 4am since i get off my work at 6, giving him enough time to take a bath and pick me up at pbcom.
day 1: 30 july 05 (saturday)
he arrived about 10 minutes before 6, because his dad dropped him off. 6am on the dot, i tks'd out and went down with heidi and jm. i introduced babe to them and said bye...
this is it!
we crossed the street to take a cab to go to victory liner cubao. but its station in pasay is nearer, so we decided to just go to victory liner pasay. we arrived there around 6:40. we were able to make it for the 7am trip to baguio. we had enough time to buy siopao (for me), hotdog sandwich (for him), & water. i told him to eat already so that he can take his bonamine (apparently, my babe is a byahilo boy). we boarded around 7:05am and since the bus is not full yet, i told him that i'll just go and buy some chips. i bought chippy, clover and coke. we took pictures before the bus left manila...
about 7:20am when the bus left for baguio. gosh... we really are leaving manila... vacation for 3 days, 2 nights... just us, no one or nothing else matters. this is life!!!
 i came from my shift, so i was tired and sleepy.
 i slept, but woke up from time to time to kiss  him (hehehe) and to ask if he's ok (because i was sleeping oh-so-comfortably on his lap). he ate the chippy sometime along our trip. our stop-over was at la union, i think. we ate chicken mami and mountain dew because i was a bit hungry (it was probably around lunch time already). we also took our bathroom breaks before going back to the bus (but we took a picture first). this time, i felt really sleepy, because i was full. i was not able to enjoy the zigzag with him, because i was half-asleep.  we arrived in baguio around 3:15pm.
oooppps... we have to look for a place to stay in since Ms. Ely (my contact person for a trancient house) can't provide us with one. so many people offered us with choices. wow... it's so cold (because summertime is over already). after a few minutes of negotiating, we have finally chosen a place to stay in.it's in ferionni, a pension house in marcos higway. the place looks nice so we stayed there. it was about 3:30 when we started unpacking our things, take pictures and freshen up. (rule: don't go into bed when you're dirty!  ). i rested for while, and eventually fell asleep. we were supposed to hear mass at 6pm, but we woke up past 6. so, we decided to go to church tomorrow. we washed ourselves up to eat dinner at sm.around 7:15 when we took the cab to go to sm. it was beautiful at night. we decided to eat at shakey's...
 we placed our orders (cheesy pizza, mojos, bunch of lunch, bottomless iced tea and coke) and took pictures again ... wow... shakey's, baguio and babe... what more could i ask for? this is life... after eating, we went to the balcony and looked around, took pictures again. it was freezing cold! maybe because it rained.  it was around 8:45 when we went home. we were supposed to go to starbucks but were so full to even have coffee so we just went home.i took a bath first and then i actually forced him to do the same baceuse of the rule (no climbing into bed if you're dirty!).
after our lambingan,
  we slept around 1am... day 2: 31 july 05 (sunday)
wow... what a beautiful morning
(it was kinda late actually, about 9am)... the first time i saw when i opened my eyes is the one i want to spend forever with... what is more beautiful than seeing your loved one right beside you when you wake up? haaayyy... this is definitely one of the best mornings i've ever waken up to. lambingan... hmmm... baguio morning... we left the hotel around 10:30 and went straight to pancake house (just a 10-minute walk away). we placed our orders (grilled ham & cheese, tacos, chocolate marble pancakes, iced tea and coke) and took pictures while wating for our food. this is perfect...
after eating we took pictures again and went back to our hotel to get the digicam (we left it charging). then we took a cab and went to mines view. there we took pictures with doglas, took pictures of the view
and went shopping. we went home to leave our stuff and rest. he begged me to allow him to smoke since it was really, really cold. i really don't want to allow him but i need to. relationships are about giving and taking, you know. so, i allowed him to, just 1 stick and that's it. after we brushed our teeth and washed up, off we went to camp john hay. while walking towards the forest-like mountain-like thing
(i don't what you call the piece of land in camp john hay), it rained so we had to stay inside the stores and wait for the rain to stop. then we took pictures again (we had to by baterries since the digicam's died again). then off we went. it was so cold... but it's really beautiful... we took pictures again and enjoyed the pine trees and the cold weather. then we went to burnham park and strolled around. i asked him to buy me corn for me to eat while walking. then we walked til we reached session road. it was time for us to hear mass. so we went to baguio cathedral and climb the steps as part of the sacrifice. we attended the mass and took pictures after... then, we went to sm baguio for us to have dinner. while walking i saw guava and green mangoes with the spicy salt... i pulled my babe and asked him to buy me those... then we went to sm baguio, we took pictures first before we went inside. we could think of a place to eat so we just ate at kfc... then we went to national bookstore because i had to buy something for my babe (our monthsary is on the next day and i didn't have the opportunity to buy him anything...) so we went to national bookstore, i had a hard time choosing which card to get because he's just beside me. good that i tricked him into going away ang shoot the enemies (private joke!).
after buying a card, we went to starbucks,
 and bought a dome cake, afogatto and hot choco. the crew even gave us an extra sticker. we were so tired when we got home. we ate the cake, and my mangoes and guava and drank our drinks. then we washed up and climbed into bed. day 3, last day: 01 august 05 (monday)
our first monthsary
then his phone's
 alarm went off (00:58), signaling that it's our monthsary already. so we greeted each other and exchanged gifts.  what a surprise! i never thought that he has something for me. he got me again... he gave me this mickey picture frame where we could put put photos in... super cute, especially since we are picture addicts... we looked backed and reminisced what happened to us then slept around 2am already... last morning in baguio. gosh... how i wish time would freeze. i just wanna stay in my babe's arms forever.
but we have to get up because we need to make the most out of our few hours in baguio... few hours before going back to reality: manila, where we need to go home to 2 different houses, where we can't just lay in each other's arms and do nothing... our time will come... so we forced ourselves to get up, take a bath and leave for breakfast. we ate breakfast at jollibee session road (we ordered chicken, macaroni soup, coke, burger steak). then we took pictures again after that we went to metrobank baguio since i needed to deposit money for our meralco bill after patiently waiting in metrobank's long line, we crossed the street and went to the market. ther we bought pasalubong for our friends, then we went home just to leave what we bought and went straight to good shepherd. of course, your baguio experience won't be complete without buying the ube from good shepherd (though it is now really very expensive). and of course, we took pictures again. the view is spectacular, and it is so cold, makes the place more romantic...
then we walked to mine's view to buy brooms and other stuff. we took pictures again, since there are fewer people now than there were yesterday. the owners of doglas actually rembered us! maybe because we really look good together =) then we went home. we have to pack our stuff. gosh, we have so many brooms and so many things to bring home (this includes memories and pictures)... it took us quite some time to finish packing since we have to make sure that we can still carry our stuff (i still have a shift a 10 later that night  ). after a few more lambingans and picture taking, we went down, checked out (of which they asked 200 bucks more becsue of the extra hour that we stayed, hmp ). we were about to take a cab to go to victory liner when the tourism man offered us a free ride to the terminal. (who would say no?). we thanked them and went inside the terminal. luckily, a bus is about to leave already. we were not able to choose seats since we were the last few who got in. but as long as we are sitting side by side, that's what matters. on the way home, we took pictures again. we ate the clover, bought chicharon and slept. we only had one stopover, where we bought a burger and a stale-tasting iced tea. we were so tired that we slept from time to time. after almost 7 and 1/2 hours, we arrived in manila. we got off at buendia where my parents will pick me up. when i got home, i only had enough time to wash up, change into my slacks and went to work...
my babe went home and slept
(since he has to go to work tomorrow morning)...back to reality. 3 days. 3 most unforgettable days, days i wish never ended. they seem short because i had fun. these 3 days are definitely one of the most unforgettable days of my life. i know that we don't have to go out of town just to spend quality time or just to be happy. as long as we love each other, as long as we make time for each other, we will always be happy... his mom's birthday partyhis mom's birthday was on 21 july 2003. but days before, she already told babe to invite me to her party on the 23rd... yihee...
23rd july 2005, his mom's party
my shift ended at 6am, so i went straight home to get some sleep before babe picks me up at 12nn...
i can't sleep
 gosh. i don't know why... it was already about 10 when i finally fell asleep... but around 11:30, babe woke me up already... so i got up and took a bath and waited for babe to pick me up. he was a bit late he told me that it was because it was raining when he left...we bought a chocolate cake (from goldilocks) for his mom before taking the mrt. we arrived at his house around 2pm already. gosh,
 half of his clan is there!!! everyone is making him asar(hehehe) i greeted his mom and met his titos and titas. and his cousins were there also. since i was hungry already, we ate right away. then ate alee took our photo the we went up where we ate cake and took pictures. borgy was inggit kasi he doesn't have a partner then ate alee and ate weng and i exhanged stories about our singapore trip  it was a blast, because i had fun exchanging funny stories with them (o.p. na si babe , dibale, next time, kami naman magta-travel )may part na nag-away kami kasi i found some photos saved in his pc
hmp tagal tagal na suyuan din yun ha... ayun lang. around 9pm when we left his house, we took a cab and went to starbucks
powerplant to meet syrel, dwin and ron (my best friends in sykes). i introduced babe to them and shared stories. we went home around 2am. i was so sleepy but i opted to wait for him to reach home because i want to make sure that my babe is home safe...happy mga unang araw...01 july 05
kakakami pa lng.
wow... ang sarap ng feeling. unfortunately, ndi pa kmi legal. i don't know why everything happenned so fast. it's like as though we were in a fast lane. 10 days. it took me 10 days to make a decision that will change my life... i don't know what is it in my babe that made me love him that fast. was it because of his pick up lines, (galing mambola! expert na kasi sha eh)?
dahil ba sa charm nya? dahil ba naging honest sha sakin? or dahil cguro kahit na madami shang kalokohan noon, i saw something good in him.  ndi ko tlga alam, basta alam ko when i said i love you, cgurado ako, walang alinlangan, walang questions asked, no regrets, no looking back.. anyway, un nga. wala lng. kami na. nagsend pa ako ng half-daysary text nung 12:58pn, hehehe.
that afternoon, i went to mcs to meet him. it's gonna be our first date na kmi na. i told him na hintay ko sha sa dunkin' donuts (kasi mejo hungry na me). tpos nag ikot ikot na din muna ako. mga 5:15pm dumating sha. yihee. hiya pa sha hold hands ko... hehehe. kiss nya ko sa left cheek, un first kiss nya sakin. tapos sabi ko ayoko pashal sa msc (ang jolog kaya!). so punta kami walter mart. panget din. so we decided na mag-glorietta na lang (kahit na may rally sa ayala). there. kumain uli kami sa mcdo, sm (where we had our first date). i ordered chicken and he ordered cheeseburger. after that, we went to greenbelt. wala lang tambay lang sa park. first day namin today eh. ayun lang. kwentuhan, trying to look back and remember how everything fell into place. we suddenly felt so blessed and so lucky and so thankful, all at the same time. we felt like we are the luckiest couple in the whole world... he brought me home past 10pm already and he took a cab (A.A. Galang) home. shempre usap galore pa din kami that night...
chaka daysary namin eh... hehehe 02 july 05
hay naku. birthday celebration ni borgie (his younger brother) later sa hse nila tapos big day din sa micro (our org). i promised that i will go, but i haven't asked my mom yet.
and we are going to attend my nephew's (shawnn's) party
at 3pm at greenhills. i assured them (rui and myk), that i will come and just meet me at gale.ayan, party time. hindi p ko makadiskarte. in the middle of the kids' shouting ang partying, i asked my mom if i can attend micr's big day. after a series of questions asked,
 she finally said yes.  ayun, text na agad kay babe, yehey... then about 6pm when the party ended and i told my parents to drop me off at galleria. then i texted babe and told him to pick me up sa chowking (i need to pee kasi). we were supposed to buy a cake for his bro, but he said wag na. we were running late already kaya nagmamadali kami maghanap ng taxi. finally, a taxi came, tpos... shet!!!
natapilok ako at napaluhod. naglambitin ako sa kanya nakakahiya talaga. ndi ung simpleng tapilok lng eh, ung tlgang dapa, ung tuhod ko was on the ground. ung crack kasi doon sa sidewalk eh  hay.. kahit sa taxi, ndi pa din ako maka-get over with dun sa nangyari. kakahiya kasi eh.
tpos, ayun, dumating na kmi. shet. this is it. mami-meet ko na family nya... parang i suddenly felt sick sa stomach
 then, sa baba, nandun agad si mama nya... nag-smile naman samin and sabi kain na daw kami sa taas. sabi nya good sign daw un, kasi usually deadma lng daw un sa mga girlfriends nya. tpos pag akyat namin, na-meet ko c papa nya, c borgie, ung mga friends nya (c christian lng na-remember ko, kasi kamuka ni hero). ndi ako kumain kasi super busog pa ako dahil galing nga ako ng party. tpos, niloloko ako ni borgie, kanta daw ako ng aegis. hmp nichismis  ako ni babe... tpos, dumating mga cousins nya, cla ate alee, ate kwin, ate weng. tpos, super asar talo tlga c babe... inapi sha. puro hirit, hehehe bait mga cousins nya, as in. tpos, hiniritan ako ni babe. kasi sabi ko ayoko ng may hangin, nagugulo hair ko, sabi ba naman, cge dun ka. hmp. ayan, nagtampo tampuhan nko. tpos shmepre suyo naman sha sakin. binati ko na din sha, matitiis ko ba ang babe ko, nagpapalambing lang me eh. hehehe. tpos, mayamaya, we need to go to micro na. ayaw na nga kami paalising ni ama nya (sabi ni ate alee, that's a good sign daw, ayaw kami paalisin ) malay mo diba?so, ayun. punta kmi micro, taxi uli. naku, new faces, dami ko na ndi kilala.
pero ok lng, may mga kilala pa din kahit unti, chaka andun naman cla rui & myk, pinapakilala kmi. tpos, nagkwentuhan kmi nila daddy rene. nagvideoke pa ako (aegis: basang basa sa ulan  ) nakakatuwa ang babe ko, ndi ako kinahiya or ndi ako pinagbawalan kumanta. haaay... with babe, i can be myself... ayun, tpos, punta na kami room. tired na ako eh. nandun cla nay imee, papu and others (nakahiga kami lahat sa isang bed). kwentuhan kmi. mayamaya, kmi naman ni babe, lambingan. kasi first night namin to. ndi na kmi nakatulog, kasi cguro we both don't want to miss a thing... sayang quality time. then, mga 5:30am, we started to get up. ambilis ng time nawiwiwi na me, pero yucky ung c.r. so sbi ko alis na kmi kasi antok na me and gutom na me and nawiwiwi na me. so, ayun. alis na kmi. nag eat muna kami sa jollibee. i ordered corned beef and he ordered longganisa. (pero nagwiwi muna me). then we took an fx going to u-belt ba un? i'm not sure, basta we got off sa may ceu. then we walked to St. Jude, where we heard mass. this is our ultimate sacrifice. even if antok na kmi, we stayed there and thanked God and St. Jude. we promised na kahit happy kami, we will never forget, (sometimes kasi, when people are happy, they forget). after the mass, we lit candles (pink=love ; brown=health; green=money; blue=career). we took a cab and he took me home.i waited for him to reach home, para sabay kami sleep
(shempre morning na un, pero dun pa lang kami mag s-sleep)...haaayyy... life can never be this good...  8월 28일 this is what love is all aboutIt was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly gentleman
True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be. 8월 26일 our theme songNothing's Gonna Stop Us Now
by Starship
Lookin' in your eyes I see a paradise This world that I've found is too good to be true Standin' here beside ya, want so much to give you This love in my heart that I'm feelin' for you Let 'em say we're crazy, I don't care about that Put your hand in my hand, baby, don't ever look back Let the world around us just fall apart Baby, we can make it if we're heart-to-heart And we can build this dream together Standing strong forever Nothing's gonna stop us now And if this world runs out of lovers We'll still have each other Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now, whoa no I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you Whatever it takes, I will stay here with you Take you to the good times, see you through the bad times Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do Let 'em say we're crazy, what do they know? Put your arms around me, baby, don't ever let go Let the world around us just fall apart Baby, we can make it if we're heart-to-heart And we can build this dream together Standing strong forever Nothing's gonna stop us now And if this world runs out of lovers We'll still have each other Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us, ooh All that I need is you All that I ever need All that I want to do Is hold you forever, forever and ever And we can build this dream together Standing strong forever Nothing's gonna stop us now And if this world runs out of lovers We'll still have each other Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us Build this dream together Standing strong forever Nothing's gonna stop us now And if this world runs out of lovers We'll still have each other Nothing's gonna stop us now And we can build this dream together Standing strong forever Nothing's gonna stop us now And if this world runs out of lovers We'll still have each other Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us 8월 15일 happy birthday babe!happy birthday my babe! i love you so much my babe, my husband, my best friend, my forever, my life, my all... with all of my heart forever... i will forever be thankful to God & St. Jude for giving you to me...i love you for who you are, and i accept all that is, has been, will be, and will not be... happy birthday babe! i love you...
forever yours, your baby 8월 5일 baby's promise to babe15 july 2005 01:40
babe... sending you my vows with love...
i know we'll have tough times. i know that at some point, either one or both of us would want out. but i am still taking this risk of loving you with all my heart, with all my mind, with all my soul, with all of me. i know that if i miss this opportunity, i'll regret it for the rest of my life because i know in my heart that you are the only one for me. it made all the pain that i went through worth enduring. thank you for making each day of my life worth living. i will be forever thankful to God for giving you to me. i promise to love you until my last breath. i promise love and stand by you for better or worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickeness and in health, til death do us part. i love you so much my baby deo, with all of my heart forever...
also, i want you to know that i have loved you 1000% the day i said that i love you. no uncertainties... no questions asked... no regrets...
forever yours,
your baby 8월 4일 the deo-pongkie storyjuly of 2001. this was when we first met. the girl behind kirby. this was how my babe remembered me. i was an aspi of micro and he was already an alumnus then (ang tanda!). that's it. no spark, no nothing. for both of us, it was nothing more than just an introduction.
june of 2005. almost 4 years after we first met. we never knew that our paths will cross again. i just came home from singapore. i was starting over. i was looking for a job and ready to find love again.
june 10. my 23rd birthday. i insisted on hearing mass at St. Jude, even if i don't know how to go there. i prayed. i asked him to help me find a good job and someone whom i can share my life with. i really wanted to meet "the one"...
june 13. ruby (my college best friend) called me up. chit chat. she told me about him. but i was deadma thinking why would a guy be suddenly interested in me.
june 15. the night before i started working at a jolog company. ruby and her boyfriend, myk went to my house. rui called him up and let me talk to him. we just exchanged hello's and that's it. but ruby was already teasing us. dead.
june 19. rui and i talked on the phone. she told me that he asked for my number. but i was still skeptical if this was serious or not.
june 20. ruby and myk went to my house again. we talked again. he asked if he could give me a call sometimes or text me. of course, i said yes, why not? he can't believe that i remembered meeting him. i even told him that his surname was sunga. i actually didn't know why i remembered him and why i still remembered the time we met as though it just happened yesterday...
"he was sitting on left side (facing the canteen) of the micro table (so he was facing apo then) when manong kirby introduced him to me. i was just smiling at him (i was like "stay away from him, maniac yan, alumnus eh"). he smiled at me and signed my folder: DEO. that's it..."
june 21. he sent me a text message. we exchanged text messages. he asked me if can call me up sometimes, again, i said sure. then, he called me at 10:30pm and we talked on the phone til 3:30am! that's how much i enjoyed talking to him. this was how we started...
june 22. the morning after. wow! what is this i'm feeling? why am i happy. for the first time in how many months, i woke up with such great hope that i can be happy again. that night, i was watching "now that i have you" when he texted me. i told him what a good movie that is. he said it was his favorite filipino movie as well... hmmm...
june 23. he asked me out. i said yes, of course. he also told me that he would burn me a copy of the movie "now that i have you". talked to him again. 've been learning so many things about him... he's interesting, actually...
june 24. we finalized the plan. we would meet each other in glorietta tomorrow around 12nn... talked til 3:30am, i think. i prayed for a sign. i told St. Jude that if he remembered to burn me a copy of "now that i have you", he is "the one"...
june 25. "the day". after 4 years, we will see each other again... he sent me a text saying that he'll be a little late. ooops, not a good sign, moving the meeting time on the first date? but i still agreed, of course. like i have a choice. i got there first. he was still at his office (he said he needs to do some stuff). i told him to just pick me up at mc donald's. then, he called me up, he said that he's already there and wants to verify if who he's seeing is the correct girl. idescribed to him what i was wearing and told to just come to me since my eyesight is not good. then i saw him. he's cute. may dating. then we left mc do. i noticed that i was so happy, i was actually smiling the whole time i was talking to him (damn! i need to not show him that i liked him. a lot.). we ate at mc do, sm (fewer people). then we took the mrt to pick ruby and myk up before we hear mass at St. Jude. and guess what, while we were in the cab, he gave me a copy of the movie!!! (that was the reason pala why he was late. he had to burn me a copy of the movie a good sign... i prayed again. hoping that the guy to my right is "the one"... we went to my house and ate the kfc he bought. they stayed at my place til 1am... when he got home, he sent me a text message saying he has fallen... i didn't know what to say... we talked on the phone again. til 4:30am! i really think i was falling already...
days went by... i was really falling. hard. he kept on saying "i love you", i really wanted to answer "i love you too", but i wanted to be sure. so i prayed...
june 29. we were supposed to meet but we didn't push through because i finished my medical exams early. i was supposed to say the magic words and give him a cd, but maybe it still wasn't the right time...
june 30. he payed me a visit! wow! nag-effort talaga... i'm impressed... he totally got me...
july 1. the BIG day... i said yes at 00:58. i know i am ready to take the chance at love. i am ready to take the risk. i wanna see the world with him. i finally said the magic words... and the rest is history... deo-pongkie forever... hulogmaraming nagsasabi masaya ang ma-in love at pumasok sa isang relationship. kasi alam mo na meron isang taong meant for you. m.f.e.o. nga kayo kung tawagin. alam mo na paggising mo hanggang sa pagtulog mo eh merong isang taong nag-iisip sayo at ganun ka din sa kanya. pero ano nga ba ang meron sa isang relationship, or ano nga ba ang process nito? nag-uumpisa ang lahat sa oras na maging interasado ka sa isang tao. ano ang gagawin mo? gagawa ka ng paraan na makilala mo sha. hihingin mo number nya. makikipagkwentuhan ka sa kanya hanggang malaman mo na lahat tungkol sa kanya. ung tipong pati bilang ng nunal nya eh alam mo. minsan tinatawag ito na ligawan process. hahatid ka nya, susunduan ka nya, magbibigay sha ng flowers, papa-impress sha sayo. pero minsan ndi effective ito. kasi alam mo na ang pinapakita lng nya ay ang magagandang traits nya. kaya napaka-importante na maging honest kayo sa isa't isa. alam mo na ba kung pang-ilan ka? nagpapawis ba ang kilikili nya? nambubugbog ba sha? nagyoyosi ba sha? kumakanta ba sha ng songs ng aegis? sakit ba sha sa ulo? maarte ba sha? insecure? high maintenance? para ba shang trabahador kung kumain? important na malaman mo na pati ung ka-bad-an nya para pag sinagot mo sha, ndi ka ma-shock at baka pag-awayan nyo pa un. so, ayan, natutuwa ka na sa kanya. lagi mo na sha naiisip, nag-eexpect ka na na tatawag sha at magtetext. nasasad ka kung ndi sha agad nakatawag. pero may problema, madami kang nalalaman tungkol sa past nya, kaya mo ba tanggapin ung mga un? at bakit parang ayaw ng friends mo sa kanya? dahil ba sa past nya? so ano gagawin mo? igi-give up mo ba sha or ipaglalaban? ito na ang part mo. dapat magdecide ka na, kung go ka ba or stop. mag-iisip ka ngayon: kaya ko ba tanggapin na ndi ako una sa kanya or pang ilan lang nya ako? kaya mo ba sha iapaglaban sa mga friends mo or kaya mo ba tanggapin ang batikus ng ba (bakit sha pinili mo?)? kaya mo ba tanggapin na naging sa iba muna sha bago sayo? kapag naisip mo na lahat ng bad nya at gusto mo pa din sha, go! anong pakelam mo sa sasabihin ng iba? ndi naman sila ang papasok sa relationship na un, chaka anong pakelam mo sa past nya? tapos na un. ang important eh ung ngayon, dahil walang mangyayari sayo kung mabubuhay ka sa kahapon. ito na ang point na kelangan mo na mag-move on at wag na mag-look back. you have to let go of the past and start living in the now. ang important eh may natutunan ka. kung nasaktan ka man noon, kelangan mo pa din mag-take ng risk na ma-in love at baka masakatan, kasi walang sigurado sa mundong ito. nasasa inyong dalawa kung magiging happy kayo forever or hindi... so kapag naisip mo na ready ka na magcommit at kaya mo tanggapin ang past nya at kung ano at sino sha ngayon, e di good. pwede ka na pumasok sa isang relationship. pwede mo na sabihing ready ka na uli na magsugal sa laro na ang ngalan ay pag-ibig... ngayon, nagcommit ka na sa taong mahal mo. sigurado ka na sa kanya. napakasaya nga naman pag in love ka. kumpleto na ang buhay mo, ung tipong wala ka ng hihiligin pang iba. pero, sabi nga sa movie na "now that i have you", ndi naman sinabi na pag in love ka, eh laging masaya. totoo un, dahil wala namang tao sa mundong ito na magkapareho. at dahil nga sa pagkakaibang iyon, nagsisimula minsan ang mga ndi pagkakaunawaan na pinagmumulan ng away. umiiyak tayo minsan dahil nasasakatan tayo. normal lng iyon. sabi nga nila eh kaya ka nasasaktan dahil nagmamahal ka. kabahan ka kung never ka nasaktan sa course ng inyong relationship. so, ano ang gagawin nyo? it's up to you to work out your differences to make your relationship work. ndi naman kelangan na perfect sha eh. you just have to be perfect for each other. dapat punan nyo ang pagkukulang ng isa't-isa, give and take un kung tawagin. communication at honesty is also important. kung nagseselos ka, sabihin mo. kung galit ka, sabihin mo. ndi ung tinatago mo, masama yan. dahil pagnaipon, baka break ang kahantungan nyan. so ayun. napakasarap nga naman ma-in love at lalong masmasarap kung nagcommit ka na sa taong mahal mo at alam mong sigurado ka sa kanya. ung tipong kaya mo sha ipaglaban ng patayan, kahit ano pa sabihin nila. may mga bumps ang mga relationship, normal lng un. ung mga bumps na un will make your relationship stronger. sabi nga nila no one falls in love by choice. it just happens. forever nga ba ang love? depende un sa inyo kung pano nyo gagawing forever. fairytales do come true. totoo ang forever, basta ba gugustuhin nyo eh... ang sarap pumasok sa isang relationship. basta sigurado kayo sa feelings nyo at kaya nyo ipaglaban and isa't isa ng patayan, things will be perfect. =) |
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